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Asians + Freebies

I have read numerous sites that poke fun at Asians and our love for freebies and I don't deny it. It's in our blood along with our love for rice and pork buns. All Asians love it and I have seen people who would bolt across the busy (dangerous) streets of Cabramatta to obtain a free SBS ruler. They would often wave it above their heads with pride like an Olympic gold metal, making passing Asians jealous. Although many Gen Y Asians are embarrassed by their parents behavior as they line up for hours for freebies or fight over the last 99c item, everyone has done it once in their lifetime. Whether it be mooching free food at the Easter Show or pretending to be interested in a lecture about accounting while slowing putting free pens into their bag.

As for me I see it as a phrase of life, it's something that cannot be denied or escaped from, because I know that one day I will be replacing my mum in those lines just to get that free whatever.

random stuff

I finally took my hair extensions out, and it felt AWESOME! I finally got sick of running for cover every time a breeze blew by in fear of tangles so I took them out over the weekend. The first thing I felt was...naked? (LOL) due to the dramatic length difference. But I love my hair free of extensions, now I can return to running down the street in the rain and wind like a nature child without worrying about tangles and strange creatures crawling into my hair without me knowing. Hippy much?

BTW should I go red with my now dull brown hair? But I can imagine my typical Asian mum going shits then attempting to shave my head. *sigh*

Valentine's day

A really late Valentine's post. Here's my Valentine Day look, I wore heels that night in the pouring rain & wind just for a dinner at a Spanish place in the city. Was it difficult & dangerous to walk in? Did I regret it? YES ><

seriously mind blowing

Only the mentally disturbed would find this seriously funny... Says a lot about me right? xD

unemployment/crappy english

Reading over my older blogs I noticed that...my English sucks. HARD. Which is embarrassing considering it IS my first language, I never read over what I write meaning sometimes the stuff I write makes no sense unless you're one of my friends that talks to me very often. Reading over my older blogs....it's pretty obvious my English lacks in advance standing, sophistication and smartness lol. However! I am a professor in the language of stupidication.

Ever since I have returned from overseas I have applied at multiple places in search of employment. Success rate so far= 0%. Today I even searched to Liverpool and even to Parramatta. I handed out today about 20+ resumes, if NOBODY calls me...hell will rise. It will prove to the world that I am UNEMPLOY-ABLE. A title which I DO not want to add to me amazing list of names which already apply to me.

BTW I'm so sick right now, the fever and sore throat has passed but now I'm suffering a swollen tongue and lack of oxygen from a nose that doesn't work properly. The result? I have lost a lot of weight in the past week. Have I discovered the ultimate diet that actually works? rofl.

Happy 2 years BABY!!! <3

Well it was yesterday but I was busy (spending quality time with the bf eating pad thai at Greenvalley lol). he brought me roses! yay!! xD omg I can't believe its 2 years already, it seems like yesterday I asked him out. (yer I did...beat him to it by 3 days. And he was...chicken lol)

our story: we had a crush on each other back in yr 2 (pedo much) but then I moved schools suddenly without telling anyone and we never saw each other again till I moved to his tutor in yr 10. I recognised him straight away (he still had his baby cheeks) but he didn't remember me ==" Since the class was small we pretty started talking straight away. Apparently he was checking out my boobs during our convo....

and now omg 2 yrs! ( I feel married)

HAPPY 2 YEARS BABY! WE MADE IT THROUGH THE RAIN! (simpsons)

kpop obession/smelly feet =.=

OMG during the worst time ever (during trials) i have fallen in <3 too ="=">

I mean I'm not really into older guys much...unless thier like idols or something.
viet=pedo in the making? (WAY too much law & order SVU)

But thier super cute and thier sense in fashion is cute and sorta my type? Maybe I'm off the jrock black emo clothing thing, even though my taste in girl-ish guys are still the same...

Introducing SHINee!! BTW I'm also into SNSD now kinda? thier music is alright but i enjoy LOL-ing at thier reality show 'Hello Baby'. I mean who doesnt enjoy watching 9 chicks who have no idea how to deal with babies try to look after one?

BTW 2: my room stinks of dirty feet BO. This asian window maker guy came into my room to measure my window to insert bars onto them.

me: 'WHY!?' My room is impossible to get into'

mum: ''TO PROTECT MY FUTURE GRANDCHILDREN. I DON'T WANT THEM TUMBLING OUT OF YOUR BEDROOM WINDOW AND INTO THE GARDEN!!'

me: 'I don't want kids...=='

mum: 'DON'T SAY THAT!!' *storms off upset*

Maybe I should suprise her with triplets? (omg my womanhood >.<)

Ulzzang thoughts

I've always wanted contacts but have been too chicken =.= the thought of putting something like those on my precious once-in-a-lifetime eyes makes me...scared ><. the thing that puts me off the most was a story i read in GF mag (i know how lame) about some chick wore some contacts which eventually gave her an eye infection, by the time she got to the hospital and did an operation she had already loss 40% of her eyesight in one eye. SCARY!?

minus the fact that she:

-borrowed the contacts off a friend WHO got them from the markets =="

-felt her eye become itchy and ignored it

-went to the hospital a few days later instead of straight away.

even though i'm going to be buying GEO korean brand ones with the proper sticker and everything and from a good site that my friend has brought from. BUT i have to buy them online which kinda scares me. cause the packaging could break on the way and so on. GAH but who doesn't wanna look like a living doll?

thinking about formal *sigh*

everytime i think of formal i get depressed as hell =.= coz in order to get to that event i have to get past my HSC exams omg! so instead of studying for trials (like everyone else) im doing everything i can to avoid it LOL.

i want long hair (but i keep cutting it asian mullet style DAMMIT) so now in order to get this hair:

i got NO choice but to get real hair extensions. i want clip on ones, my friends got thiers sewned in...doesnt look very confortable as it's hair to wash and so on. BUT with clip ons...sick of them? UN-CLIP AND TAKE THEM OUT! =D

so im saving on my dress (not like im gonna wear it again) and saving up for my wonderful hair extensions. now i gotta figure out how to make my GHD create THOSE curls i want ==" i should go bug yonita the Queen of GHD curls lol

holiday before hell

I know right now i should be doing what everyone else is doing...and preparing for living hell aka. the hsc ==". but my mentality is in holiday mode meaning...NOTHING IS DONE. Im wasting more calories telling myself to do something that ACTUALLY doing anything lol.


Checked out a new karaoke bar on Monday, Cleo K. I felt so high class/famous amongst thier disco neon lights as i belted out tunes in my crap-tastic voice. xD

btw. pretty sure i gained weight over these 2 weeks =(